  M_Hale May 11th Female Granville  Maureen November 21st Female Halifax  Big Guy April 18th Female Parma Heights  Jenna September 6th Female Delaware  kmich87 February 8th 1987 (Age 22) Female Parma Heights  Anna October 27th 1986 (Age 23) Female Norwalk  swedishkitten
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I really just want to scream but i'm at school so i cant okay so i got my paper back from my rediculouslly stupid ed psyc class today and i got a C! never ever do i feel i have gotten a C on a paper before. This paper was worth as much as our final and could mean the difference between an A and a B! i'm so frustrated and angry right now i dont even know what to do. I have to take a history final in a half and hour and i really want to do is go into a corner and cry. Im so frustrated i worked so hard i had lizzy proofread it and give imput i thought i did everything right. most of the class wrote it in the computer lab that day and fudged their experiances. like this is why i dont like the field i'm in. All of the issues i've had have always been with this one professor. Being a small campus i have to have her multiple times. I'll have her once more next semester and then again during methods. I just i just want to scream and throw a hissy fit but i'm supposed to be an adult so instead i will send her an email
i fell into a burning ring of fire so not much has been happening with me. this week is finals week!!! i m yay so excited!...so i lack this thing called a life and never have anything to post....yes i know everyone will say i actually do have a life...its just that my life pretty much consists of school and work and when schools out it will consist of reading and work...what can i say...sorry i'm not more interesting...  erin's sleeping = update time! Erin's asleep...huzzah! She is so often determined to not sleep...it's like she thinks she's going to miss something. Ok so first of all...we had to take the dog back because he bit both Andrew and his mom. It was too risky, we didn't want him just randomly reaching off and biting off Erin's arm. The bites were both so random, that was the scary part. It made me cry for a good two hours, but Andrew was such a sweetheart, as usual, and made me feel much better. We'll get another dog later, and hopefully a puppy or at least a dog that has no history of biting. For now, we're just going to stick with Steve. Second of all, I have received so far four A's in my classes!! I am so proud of myself! This semester has been so hard, and so stressful, I can hardly believe I managed to come out of it so successfully. So yay me =) Now that I am done with my self-glorifying, I believe that is all to update. I am really thinking hard about our get-together, and I feel that it might be a lot easier on everyone's schedules if we wait until after Christmas. I can come in during January for a few days, I am doing nothing until school starts on the 12th. It just seems that December is hurried and stressful enough, with everyone doing the family stuff and whatnot. Not that I don't wish I could do it sooner =( I am coming into Cleveland today and staying until Sunday, but almost all of that is already dedicated to family stuff =( Sunday would be the only night I could do anything, so if that works for everyone by all means let me know!! I will work out whatever I can to see you guys!!! I think that's all. I must get back to finish my packing. Love you all!!!
foot boy This is just another thought about how happy I am that nothing happened between Jimmy and me. The past few days to destress he's been getting high and even though I think marijuana should be legal that doesn't mean I don't think it's a dumb thing to do and it's not something I'm willing to put up with. That and Jimmy has been a good friend now that I know we're friends and don't have to worry about there being more to it and the things he does/says to me.
Titus Andronicus and saying goodbye to London So, I have been cast in next semester's production of Titus Andronicus (Shakespeare's bloodiest play), as Titus Andronicus. I am thrilled and terrified. I have 17 billion lines to learn over break, and in the show I have to be a Roman General, kill 5 or 6 people, decline into a weeping mess, chop off my own hand, get revenge on all my enemies, and then be killed myself (Yes, Big Guy, I finally get to die onstage!). So it should be fun, and I encourage you all to see it if you can. It is just a student production, but my friend David is directing it and he is brilliant. Often his shows end up being more awesome than university productions. Everyone is gone from BADA, but I am still in London until Wednesday. Last week was so crazy, it is really nice to have some time to decompress before returning home. First Bernarda Alba was on Wednesday and it went really well. But I ended up partying with friends and slightly hooking up (don't worry, it was nothing serious) with a friend who is a fun guy but someone i am not actually attracted to. It was really random and I guess it was a combination of it being almost a year since I have even been kissed and my desire to have at least one random-hookup-in-London story to return home with. So I got almost no sleep that night, woke up early to check the Titus cast list, freaked out and got all hyper when I saw it, continued to get no sleep, saw my friends in Lear the next night, more partying, still no sleep, woke up on Friday to catch a 7am train to the North of England to visit friends from Nova Scotia, still no sleep, saw my other friends in Hamlet that evening, said a rushed goodbye to everyone and tried to make it to the airport for my 7am flight to Rome with Nick and Chris (the guys from church) early Saturday morning. Well, the Tube closed, I had no idea how to make it to the airport, I was tired and cold and miserable and sad that I couldn't say a proper goodbye to all my BADA friends, and I basically just had a meltdown on the streets of London. I wanted to call my mom and tell her that I didn't want to go to Rome anymore, I just wanted to sleep, but I couldn't call her from my British cell so I called my friend Conrad instead. I just started crying into the phone and couldn't put any thoughts together in a proper manner, but it didn't matter, he was just like "I am on my way." So basically I told him everything I was feeling and he let me use his internet to skype my mom because my computer and pretty much everything else of mine was left in Nick's flat and Nick was on his way to Rome. And my mom was pretty much just like "Maureen don't kill yourself." So I didn't go to Rome. I am staying in London, learning lines and getting sleep and it has been wonderful. It has been a long year, exciting but tiring, and hard to be away for so long. I can't wait to have almost a month at home to see you all and spend time doing nothing. But for now I will try to enjoy my last few days in London. And come see Titus. It will be awesome =)
5 weeks and 2 days that's when i'll see kevin again, that's when we'll talk and try to figure everything out. there are two possibilities that I foresee happening and i'm ridiculously afraid of both of them. aside from worrying about how things with kevin will work, i haven't been doing very well lately. i've been ridiculously fidgetting to the point that i thrash while lying down. the safe falls that I set up for myself through-out the week have fallen through for me too. yesterday, when I woke up, three of my fingers and my head were bleeding. my head is fine now, it was more of an abrasion but my finders still have open sores. i don't really understand where they come from. i have this weird memory of being in matt's room and him asking me to come out and then him not letting me leave. i know i slept in the upstairs boys apartment the past 2 nights. i lived with two of them and kevin last semester so i feel incredibly safe there. i'm also less embarrased when they see me at my worst, since they've come fairly close to it. i know i'll make it through the rest of the semester just fine. i've been great through most of it. i don't really know what's happened recently other than those safeguards not being there for me. p.s. by "listening to" below i mean "humming" 
Oh...my....yay! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII got an A in math aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
Pres Ball Weekend President's Ball was this weekend on Saturday (pictures are coming on facebook but not very many - I was slacking on the camera usage b/c my batteries were acting up and I wasn't carrying my camera myself). Before the dance my roommates (Amanda and Lauren), Jeremy (Lauren's boyfriend), Trevor and I went to Bob Evans =P. Then we went to the dance, were there for about 3-ish hours. I didn't dance much and I also felt kind of bad b/c that meant Trevor didn't dance much (although I had given him lots of advance warning that I didn't like to dance). But he also kept telling me that he didn't want to dance unless I really wanted to and I really appreciated that I didn't feel forced to like Max always made me feel. Today we went to zoolights at the Columbus Zoo and it was lots of fun even if crazy cold. The snow was so pretty and it was so much more fun wandering through the freezing paths at the zoo with someone to help keep me warm. And the zoolights as always were incredible, you really don't realize how crazy they are until you see them. So basically the whole weekend was amazing. I'm kind of afraid I am really falling for this guy hard...=/. And I haven't done an ounce of schoolwork since Thursday, am completely exhausted and don't know how long I can stay awake, and really REALLY just want the semester to be OVER!
escuela estupida! so its just been one of those days cold icy snow has been coming down and all of the work that seems to implode upon itself at the end of the semester has arrived. i barely have time to study for the tests i have to take before finials to even worry about studying for them. Papers and projects run on endlessly and they are working me five days a week. all i really want to do is decorate my house for chrismas and snuggle with my cats reading harry potter. but no wont happen i was so happy to see you guys how i've missed you i cant wait for winter break so we can all hopefully see each other. sometimes....its alll too overwhelming...and on top of it i've gained so much wait i'm thinking i'm not going to be fitting into my 115$ size six bridesmaid dress this spring so i have to figure out a way to get it off and keep it off...and stress reduction isnt an option. such is life i suppose thanks for letting me vent!
So I don't get yelled at... So first I would just like to say I'm so happy I got to see all of you (minus Maureen =( ) yesterday, yay! =) To people who yell at me for not informing them of important things, here. I won't even say anything like "I'm sure people are sick of it by now," because people are sick of hearing me say that too. So I am telling you all, directly instead of through your own Facebook stalking (which I know would happen), that I am now in a relationship =). Really for sure officially, unlike before which was less sure and clearly unofficial. And he gave me a ring with his initials in it, although since it fits his hand it is too big for mine =(. Today also consisted of lunch at Fazoli's with Trevor and Melanie, dinner with Trevor and 2/3 of his roommates, and watching Wall*E (which p.s. is one of the cutest movies ever). Other information: I'm flying out to Illinois to visit him in Decatur over Christmas break, Dec. 31-Jan. 4, and then we're driving from there to Parma until Jan. 6 when he has to head back to Granville to start his paramedic school classes. That has been in planning about a week but since I don't actually have a plane ticket yet it's still not *definite*, although it is basically definite. I don't think there was anything else now. Hope everyone enjoys (blah) starting classes again! =P EDIT: I went back and checked all my other posts b/c I didn't believe it, but apparently I have never mentioned that he is an EMT/firefighter and will be starting paramedic school in January...all of which is basically awesome x a whole lot.
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